jasmin

2011-10-26T13:27:00.002+08:00

DEPRESSION MODE

I have a few large zits on my face and this irritates me and put me on depression.
after flying, my complexion is getting from bad to worse. it horrifying me badly.
im so envy those stewardesses with smotth and flawless complexion.
they said they spent a bomb on their faces for the end result.
im currently started to invest on my face too, how long it will take to have the same end result as them i have no idea.
i wanted to have clear smooth skin as before! save me please!!!!

2011-10-22T14:05:00.002+08:00

F*** PRINCIPAL IT SERVICES LTD AUCKLAND

Something really bad happened when i was on duty to Melbourne.
There was an asshole bastard pcb kia who actually hacked my debit card( hich i have no idea how he did it) and used up to S$4k in Auckland. My Ibanking statement showed the money was used for this Principal IT services LTd. I researched on this online websites and still have no clue on what/who the heck they are. My money was gone and still have no guarantee i can my money back. The transactions was not done by me and they jolly well just deducted the amount when i was in Melbourne and the transaction was in Auckland. Use some brain please.

Hello POSB/DBS bank, could you please speed up your services and do something about it?
IT'S S$4K, not S$0.40 !!!

2011-10-16T18:54:00.004+08:00

Freeze, time please freeze

It's Sunday, that means J has to book in lo.
I always feel so lonely and emotional when he has to go back to his camp.
It is not easy for me to get to see him once he can book out.
I've got the worst job whereby there are times i can only see him a few hours or once every 2 weeks, once every 3 weeks or even once a month. This is so horrible, you know?
Enough of sadness and whining.

On a happier note, i spent my leave wisely. Meeting up with people just to get fat, cause all we did was eat eat and just eat!

and yes, it's time to cut off some fats.
Tomorrow starts.

2011-10-12T17:48:00.005+08:00

I think im just too free.

Oh dear, a sudden urge to pen down my thoughts.
i have neglected this space for so freaking long!
so many things happened at one go recently.

flying around for almost 10 months, and still, don't like it though.
am i mad is it?
yes, i am!
it my official 6 days leave now, and im camping at home due to fever and after facial look!
my nose is blocked and lost my voice.
the red and swollen bumps caused by facial was CMI.
how amazing my life can be on the first day of my awesome leave.

anw, i went ice cream buffet with phoebby ystd after my facial.

maybe too much ice cream lead to feverish. hahaha.

we need more of this often.
thanks for your company phoebbys :)

2011-01-01T13:35:00.002+08:00

It's just the start of 2011 and i hope it is 2012.

2010 just ended like this.
I.....
graduated with diploma,
gave up my my 3 years job,
joined Air asia,
went through 2 big interviews,
undergo 3 months training,
passed many tests and exams,
went for SNY,
rehearsal, planned and practiced for graduation,
graduated,
first solo, second solo, and so go on.......

there still, many solos for me to go.
i am so tired.
it has always been my dream to be flying and serving in the air.
but the demands and expectations from senior crews,
made me feel like backing out.
it made me feels i don't belong to their culture.

but best part is when you see familiar faces in the crew list,
and during briefing room,
and on duty,
we can touched down together and spent the days there together.
that was the greatest part.

nevertheless, i hope 2012 to come faster!

2010-11-30T02:05:00.001+08:00

can time just stop at this moment?

people around me made me feel like a princess. there were presents and even a surprise. indeed I was dumbfounded.

when I wake up in the morning, it's time for me to pack and prepare for tonight's flight.
I need luck and I hope I can just disappear!

2010-10-25T22:02:00.001+08:00

I'm starting to fall sick and I hate this feeling. I can't afford to take any mc, if not there will be a possibility to re-batch. I'm so tired. so little time and so many things undone for the month of nov.

2010-10-03T13:50:00.003+08:00

almost die when reading up my 4kg notes.
there's so much to remember and understand.
please buck up!

on a lighter note,
everyday seems like a battle field.
a little madness,
fast, fierce and stress.

have enough said.

2010-09-30T23:34:00.002+08:00

exhausted
&
busy

is it a
challenge?

training was great with them around.
everything was being push forward and it seems so rush.

exams in one week 's time.
nothings is saved in my memory at all.
please buck up,
force me to study if you happen to bump into me.

and i seriously missing my pretty long wavy hair :(

IMPOSSIBLE

2010-09-11T02:33:00.001+08:00

I trying v hard not to care.
but why must things turned out this way ?
a very bad week, with very bad misunderstanding.
when can all these disputes end ?
we have come so far,
with so much of communicating,
and yet nothing good came from us.
I spoke, I shouted, I cried, I demanded, I pleaded, I questioned, I tried and even ignored. what else you want me to try to tighten the gap?
I just feel like ending everything.
eventually, ending it just getting nearer and nearer.
I'm getting sick and tired of waiting day by day for a reply.
for a better reply.
am I asking too much?
even if I am asking too much,
it just because I want for a better us,
which is so much of impossible.

2010-09-02T19:48:00.001+08:00

Seriously, I can't wait to leave!
it's not the environment I want.
too many fake people.
no, ALL are so so so bitchy.
anyway, I don't understand what they are saying too. not my kind of language.
by all means, I don't understand that doesn't mean I won't know.
I heard abt all the negative comments, but so what?
what a foul heart and mouth you have.
no wonder still working there.
SAME of a kind, that explains why.

this kind,
this face,
this kind of pattern,
she arh?
how can she ?
why she can ?
sure a not?
all the doubts they spread came into my ears.
I knew who, when and what !

fugly people.
yes, j said, low class people.
can't agree more !

2010-08-26T01:12:00.003+08:00

It's hard to wait on something you know might never happen, but it's even harder to give it up when you know it's everything you want. i will definitely endure for the next few months. yes, it will not gonna be easy. i am who i am and they are them. Instead of fitting in with them, fit in with myself. Are they positive or negative? i decide who i am instead of them. i need some encouragement.

2010-08-21T01:03:00.003+08:00

i wanted to be alone.
yes eagerly wanted to be.

i have poured almost everything out of myself into a rough scribbles and words drawn and even screen in front of me. i wish i could undo and dream and write and immerse myself in somewhere peaceful and never let go of anything else. when i look around my life currently, i realise how utterly fugly everyone and everything. i feel myself like some tiny little bug floating aimlessly around. i knew myself and knew where i stand. i met people continuously but never create a close bond. people come and go as they please and indeed it was so numb after repeated cases.    how great it would be if we would exchange souls and be in others people shoes. lessons wouldn't learn even though needles stabbed into my heart over and over again.  no one exactly understand what i was worried of, what i was whining on, what i was rambling about. i have no clue who is the one you can trust and who wasn't.
humans being, are indeed the most fugly creatures.

2010-08-19T01:35:00.002+08:00

will you catch me again if I fall ?

I've lost interest in life, like seriously.
there's nothing for me to look forward to the minute I woke up.
there's nothing for me to end from that minute I shut my eyes off.
in life, waiting may be just the only job.
wait to be serve,
wait to take public transport,
wait to end work,
wait to start work,
wait to buy food,
wait to pay money,
wait to get paid,
wait to go break,
wait wait wait. there's a whole chunk of list just only wait to be mentioned only. you see! " WAIT " again.
I always waited for you to do this and that. but there always nothing together with no action coming from you. are you a blockhead or just deceiving yourself?
i really wish that i can give up.
i really do
really do
really do
really do
really do wana have a complete change.

I'm so lost with words.

2010-08-15T12:48:00.001+08:00

2010-08-01T00:01:00.001+08:00

you don't understand,
just because you didn't realize.

care and concern,
from you,
no longer exist.

2010-07-28T11:20:00.002+08:00

Thoughts.

can't get to see you for many days made me sad.
It was just like a routine,
the same old routine,
but somehow, somewhere,
we will never be the same,
anymore.

2010-07-25T12:35:00.016+08:00

Singapore Garden Festival 2010

The place was filled with floral displays, and award-winning garden and floral designers' artwork. it was definitely a veritable feast for the eyes. Flowers near perfectly embody this glorious temporariness, where everything is constantly turning into everything else.

ain't flowers so much more beautiful than life?

flashback

2010-07-15T16:32:00.001+08:00

perharps, I have been too independent.

sometimes, thinking back, days during either primary, secondary or poly life happening to the max. I can't remember much during kindergarden days, so I shall excluded that!

don't youu realize each of everyone potray a two-masked faces, which make youu sick and tired of life? how political can people be behind each other backs but the other way round when they needed a favor from youu?

months weeks days hours minutes & seconds,
flip so fast like flipping a story book that youu could hardly breathe.

no more youu,
is like incomplete combination of colours to form the rainbows,
is like the moon high up in the sky without surrounding by shining dizzling stars,
is like an incompletion of a duet song,
there will never be replacement.

how Fawesome can an adult-life be.

2010-07-11T01:29:00.001+08:00

I'm feeling kinda upset, without any reason. it's crazy and I hope this feeling will go away soon. it affects me emotionally, nevertheless, mentally too. I want to be alone, just for a moment.

2010-07-04T12:15:00.003+08:00

the next phrase of life,
ponders what lies ahead. looking into the mirror, it reflects none other than, the different long walkways. you have to either choose one of the path. what if, it does show blur vision of what lies in the future, which one would you take?
it was so tedious making decision, especially when deciding which one compromise all, not only for yourself, but for those dearies and close ones beside. you could hardly think for yourself.
i feel soulless, nevertheless, insecurities.
i went for my dream. the very first thing you probably see, full of people, looking really good. by a guess, all should be having the same target. in the room, everyone gave a bright smile.
for a moment, i went blank and could not hear a single sound, just the sound of my rushing heartbeat and echo asking me to speak. i was thinking, i really feel like sleeping and backing out. unfortunately, i have to pay for the consequences. i felt rejected as i wasnt called for the next round. demoralized!
but soon, i have learned to live with that, take it as a experience.

2010-07-03T00:13:00.001+08:00

timid,
the only word to describe her.

fucking bitch,
the only way to address her_____ friend.

what else?

2010-06-17T10:29:00.001+08:00

should I break the news to youu
or shouldn't I?

sometimes,
when selfishness takes over,
inhuman was replaced.
it was not under controlled.

去他妈的「你」

2010-06-08T13:42:00.001+08:00

when others came into no where in between,

it shouldn't affect us, but in fact,
付出真心的, 永远是傻瓜.

aimless

2010-05-30T23:43:00.001+08:00

right now,
feeling bad dumb sad
lost of words
what's wrong with the world now?
end of world, come quick.

2010-05-23T12:32:00.000+08:00

A FAIR FACE HIDES A FOUL HEART

2010-05-13T12:19:00.000+08:00

YES! WE'VE GRADUATED!

2010-05-08T17:02:00.003+08:00

be apart from youu sometimes,
if only it was this simple.
the path taken,
lead both youu, me
a chance.

2010-05-05T01:22:00.003+08:00

yes, im crazy. and im serious this time.
youu always cant get the message sent across and im superduperangryttm.
a fucker said, don't expect more, it's not love.
isn't youu should said that to yourself dude?
it's not totally wrong, but if didn't expect, there will not be improvement.
youu should just stop interfering.
youu are not welcome anyway.
there's a limit to everything.

2010-03-21T01:09:00.001+08:00

she asked me.
am i happy?
stunned -_-
cause i don't know the answer myself either.
how contradicting can it be.

2010-03-05T00:55:00.003+08:00

and so the PARTY STARTED
when 21st officially reached me :)

*to be continued

2010-02-27T23:39:00.003+08:00

Super ELATED!!!

first birthday gift was from my dad.
and i can't believe he got it for me.
and this was definitely the best gift i have received from him :D
i really don't know how to express my 10000000000000 xxxxx thanks and love to him.
as people who knows me well, i love my pride so much, as well as my dad. he dotes on me so much but just won't show it out. and didnt tell me it was a birthday gift for me until i asked him about that! !@#$%^&*@#$%^&$%^
super duper irritating.
but still, im a happy little girl rotting at home for the whole day.
my friends are all dead! so unbelievable. arrrggggghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

2010-02-27T01:28:00.002+08:00

excuses excuses excuses
how many times a day youu told me this and told me that.
ive enough.
stop giving excuses which it was so clear that it wasn't how it was supposed to be.
i told youu i don't like it,
but i still ending up getting all these shit.
yes, people don't understand.
just because they, themselves, don't get the shits youu gave.
that doesn't mean they can interfere how i handle things.
im just like this.

2010-02-24T14:23:00.004+08:00

more more more & more of this

2010-02-23T02:14:00.000+08:00

i wanna die,
seriously feel like dying.

2010-02-18T00:37:00.008+08:00

i cant believe im having taitai's life for a few weeks. what i have been doing were eat, shop, sleep, eat shop and sleep again. met pw to shop till my jaws drop before CNY as we were laughing all the way. too much to gossip. CNY crashed with valentines'.
how sad can it be//

初一
as usual, went BB temple to bless/pray my family and all my love ones:) it is a MUST! because i believe in karma. laughs
and went toh guan to eat eat eat, and of course red packets :D

初二
liu's relatives' house marathon. early in the morning, his relatives all came and i have to wake up so early to prepare myself. cause i don't want his relatives to see me in my just waked up face if i over slept. no make up= fugly that's whyyyy!!!!!! chatted with his relatives, slack and then we set off to each other relatives' house for a visit. some were my first time visit to their house. had fabulous dinner as well:) time was greatly planned and used for that day.

初三
went back to his house. his father's side families were all there.

see ah ting, playing with ah mei's piano. so cute. dinner prepared by liu's mum and it was great. waited for everyone to go back and we went out to get some fresh air. wanted to catch a movie but it was too late. so roamed around to waste time only.

:)
todayyyy todayyyy todayyyy

yummmmmy :)

sigh, i need months to get my ideal weight back. time for a serious diet after march! anyone wannna join me to run, hop and jog daily. lol

2010-02-11T01:18:00.001+08:00

dinner with FYP II advisor after last UT.
shall rot my ass off next week as i do not have school anymore.
means im too free for myself.
people, ask me out please:)

forgotten what the drinks name.
the worst drinks ever!!!

miriam, thanks so much:)

2010-02-11T00:35:00.003+08:00

GRADUATED :D
time flies.

i still remembered all the things happened in my poly life.
pathetic 3 years.
met and make lotsa of wonderful friends.
not forgetting those irritating one as well.
faints.


recalling back, so funny.
my first friend in RP.

happy go lucky val :)

kei pa lang keith
*he shakes a lot. lol

MIA junk.

was thinking how closed we were during year 1.
cabot-ing together, gossip together, sun-tannig together, steamboat together.
totally fun!

w35Q (half of the classmates only.)

sem 2
met my new best friend:)

weiling !!!!!!!
as well not forgetting the others.

w35Q
p.s. (there were hell lotsa pictures for this class) heeheee

year 2

i got to know other than DSES friends due to changing classes daily.
weeeweeeweee :)

year 3 (final year finally)
actually mostly same old faces.
cause those whom im close with are my FYP team mates.

same old faces right!
haaahaahahaa

so much struggles,
and now, mixed feelings.
feeling neither happy nor sad.
should i further studies/continue to get a degree?
confused state now.

looking through 3 years old memories brightened up my day!

2010-02-05T00:51:00.003+08:00

IT's COMBO-ED!!!!!!!

finally its over
glad that it's over.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
pathetic group photo taken at bus-stop

threesome k-session :)

sharing good times with helmet and bazhang is the greatest joy.
what makes me smile is by saying youur love will stay
and
its never goes away.
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

♥

there could never be anyone more dear than youu!

2010-01-26T00:16:00.002+08:00

sad, the world may seem dark and unfriendly. youu might feel like youu have nothing to look forward to. the hurt deep inside may crush good mood.

sadness makes youu feel like crying, and sometimes the tears are hard to stop. crying often makes youu feel better.

sometimes when your mood is sad, youu just feel like being alone for a little while. youu might want someone to comfort youu or just keep youu company while youu go through the sad feeling.

Sitting next to you doing absolutely nothing, means absolutely everything to me
letting go, even it's hurt so much,
love
let's not love by words,
but with actions and in truth.
can we?

2010-01-19T01:06:00.000+08:00

just a piece of shit.
there's a reason why youu didnt make it to our future.
youu,
just a past tense.

2010-01-18T10:12:00.000+08:00

tan jing wen.
have known youu for 2 years i guess.
throughout these 2 years, time flies.
all the jokes, nonsenses, scoldings, complaining, laughter, compliments...
both good and bad,
nevertheless, we've survived!
youu & youur group of friends are great!
youu, and the others are the medicine of life.
miles can never truly separate us.
(indeed, i always went hougang, serangoon) *just because youu and rong -_-
whenever im sad, youur concerns warmed me up. appreciated ♥
is great to have youu around,
although youu have a very big burden, *youur big helmet
we, especially me, me me.
♥ youu lots :)
blush blush/

the only group photo taken on SAT.
super pathetic!

so much LOVES surrounding :)
xoxo

2010-01-13T03:18:00.001+08:00

两头大！！！

"救命啊"！！！

look at time time now. im so freaking tired. there is class tmr at 945am. i could hardly open my eyes to see all words words and just words. FYP 2 is just so tedious. im stuck with my discussion as there is no articles for one of the muscle im doing on for reference. this is so shit. faints. out of boredom to release stress, so im here ranting nonsenses.

seriously cant wait for everything to end.
a completely full stop.

2010-01-13T01:05:00.000+08:00

2010-01-06T00:19:00.003+08:00

most prettiest thing on earth.

youu're not trying
youu're not honey-stars survivor
youu're not romantic
youu're not hot tempered
youu're not self centered
youu're not petty

youu dont like sweets
youu dont like chocolate
youu dont like ice cream
youu dont like sweet corn
youu dont like yam
youu dont like candy floss
youu dont like peppermint

youu lied
youu hide
youu change
youu act
youu forget
youu forgive

youu youu youu
totallly
unlike me!

2010-01-03T01:31:00.005+08:00

they are big bullies :)
but i still ♥ them!

people love to make things complicated.
needless to say, i do, sometimes.

and finally, 2009 came to an end.

2010 arrived at last.
so glad that i spent my last day with them.
it's so much better than last year at miramar.

ive been looking forward as there will be so much exciting events coming on. though school starts in 24 hours time, UT-s week, FYP deadline(which i have not even touch on it much)faints, more staying late in school. but but but, after 2 months, Rp graduate, CNY, valentine's, cousin's wedding, 21st birthdays (for 1989 J's babies), bkk getaway, and many many more. still planning.

i can't stop pondering, what can i do for my family?
my dad prom me a question this morning, "what have youu contributed to this home?". i was stunned because i couldn't answer. sigh.

down to earth, i need to plan something good urgently.
have youu hear that?

2009-12-29T02:58:00.003+08:00

DEC

finally, 2009 is about to come to an end. cant wait please.
2010 will be a better year ahead.
2 more months, bye bye to RP.
thank godness.
actually,
i refuse to do anything, cause youu are nobody anymore.
it should have ended earlier than this.

when we met up,
talk non-stop!

and lupeiwen, upload picture please :)

♥

2009-12-23T12:16:00.001+08:00

当你开始变沉默习惯逃避我
爱你的心开始慌了被摇晃了
空气冻结了
你转身扬起的残忍我不认得
记得你说有你在怕什么
绝对不会让我伤心的

是你说的你很爱我
为什么要把心摔破
你很爱我却丢下我
在习惯你肩膀以后
是你说的你很爱我
只是不再牵我的手
幸福地图被你带走
爱回不来了

当声音变得微弱讯号断续着
你的承诺开始乱了
断线了不能完整了
像台风侵略过以后一片寂寞
想起你说有你在怕什么
至少还有你会陪着我

紧握的手被你推落心终于被伤透
不如就让我任性的哭个够

是你教我学会相信
而我又该相信什么

2009-12-08T15:40:00.004+08:00

不管三七二十一
我们的感情是否能长跑?
一天比一天累。
一天比一天生气！
一天也比一天淡！
虽然偶尔有一些惊喜，
也自然而然的感觉到一丝毫的小幸福.

2009-12-06T14:14:00.001+08:00

Standard Chartered 2009
6 DEC, sunday.

1am gathered at amg mo kio.
we reached there ard 2am.
all the way to 3 pm. 13 hours of work, 20 bucks and 2DA.
all like shit!!!!!!!!!!
baggage crew was screw.

in the bus, 1a.m. yawnssssss!

thus, escape through the run.

it was so stuffy and hot!
see all the bags from the runners.
so irritating.

glad we have each other :)

2009-12-02T15:25:00.001+08:00

my very first time with 38s.
went for k-session when there is no FYP.
how naughty can we be :)
right 38s?

2009-12-01T21:07:00.002+08:00

Anger is just a cowardly extension of sadness. It's a lot easier to be angry at someone than it is to tell them you're hurt. Should i just let go even though it breaks my heart? i do have enough, and i really do. after so much i have done, indifference hurts the most. nothing sweet/good/caring/cute/comfortable words came from youur mouth when im down, its all nonsenses and still nonsenses. i need to seek for the better and don't blame me for that if one day i really do. because of youu.

2009-11-23T14:35:00.007+08:00

It was choo and weichong big day.
one 22nd and the other 20th :)

dined at hard rock cafe, orchard.
ambiance was great, food was great, price wasnt that great. lol

after that, some of us went usual place for games and drinks.

more and still counting :)

2009-11-20T00:59:00.002+08:00

it is not easy to compromise everything.
especially toward the one who bring youu down once.
so be it, im the fucker once again,
i don't know what awful things i will hear the next few 72 hours.
indeed, i don't want to see her.
bring me away please.

2009-11-13T23:57:00.002+08:00

Mr @#$%^&*(*&^%$#@ LOW

when the clock strikes 12, i appeared at his doorstep.
with his heavyheavypresents
and guessed what?
he was bathing.
superduper angry!!!!!!!!
seem no surprise at all.

next day.
dined at Ebisboshi Shotenga at iluma.
the food there was nice:)
service wise, not v good -_-

they are the sexiest!
thanks so much for showing up and make the day so ♥

2012 after that. nice but draggy.
and then cab-ed home.
so much ♥s

2009-11-09T22:52:00.002+08:00

不管未来这个时刻的你会在哪里
换上新的衣新的姓名换不掉回忆
不管未来我们最后会是什么风景
丢掉我的心我的坚定却丢不掉你
曾经我努力曾经我怀疑曾经都只是曾经
无所谓伤心无所谓自信世界依旧转不停
以为可以都失去可以都放弃可以不再想起你
无数个雨季陪伴在心里酝酿我多少秘密
旅行的痕迹来自你心跳的频率带着我继续飞行
没有谁能代替属于我们的结局
勇敢地追寻不再有距离勇敢都是因为你
没有谁能抹去属于我们的记忆
舍不得忘记不再有空隙舍不得都是因为你
我穿着你送我的背心背着更多你的回忆
爱的这么贪心做了不能说的事情
我搞到这番田地该要如何撤离
身上多了你的刺青一切多彻底
...

以为可以都失去可以都放弃可以不再想起你
无数个雨季陪伴在心里酝酿我多少秘密
旅行的痕迹来自你心跳的频率带着我继续飞行
没有谁能代替属于我们的结局
勇敢地追寻不再有距离勇敢都是因为你
没有谁能抹去属于我们的记忆
舍不得忘记不再有空隙舍不得都是因为你
不管未来这个时刻的你会在哪里
换上新的衣新的姓名换不掉回忆
不管未来我们最后会是什么风景
丢掉我的心我的坚定却丢不掉你
没有谁能代替属于我们的结局
勇敢地追寻不再有距离勇敢都是因为你
没有谁能抹去属于我们的记忆
舍不得忘记不再有空隙舍不得都是因为你
Over...

2009-11-06T01:08:00.001+08:00

again, things happened for a reason.
and once again, my heart bleeds.
i need that someone but true, that someone is gone.
and is really gone.

2009-11-03T22:12:00.002+08:00

recently, i get annoyed easily.
and idk why either.
was supposed to stay at home.
cause there are manymany things for me to do.
liu's birthday is round the corner and i have not yet plan.
this is so shit.
JB today.
damn freaking last minute.
purpose going there is to pre order gucci dunk from show-room.
it change location.
fcuk!
pathetically, we had dinner there and controlled ourselves from spending over our budget.
jules, acted like a millionaire. cause he bought 2 packets of cigg. haahahaa!
and we chilled at JB coffee beans for like 2 hours, talking craps non-stop.
arguing things over.
life was so great with a little last minute plan.
and i think, these last mintue plan, no one will able to apply with such a short changes.
only we do :)

2009-10-31T21:00:00.003+08:00

HAPPY HALLOWEEN 2009

supposed to be partying at rebel.
but, the queue was damn long.
waited for almost one to one and a half hour.
next suggestion, dbl O.
and indeed, queue was not v long.
10 minutes we were inside already.
laughs :) not for long.
cause no table. irritating.
hopped to O bar.

more pictures from amytan :)
haahaahahahahahhahhahahaha
xoxo

2009-10-29T00:59:00.002+08:00

i think i deserve more than this, seriously.

there used to be a pair,
All I can do now,
Is remember how things were.
The good times, not the bad times,
Which caused my heart to stir.
While I am in this state.
I didn’t know how much I loved,
Until it was too late.
Now i realise what is wrong, it is a feeling called solitude.

2009-10-27T13:14:00.001+08:00

HANGED !

2009-10-23T02:06:00.002+08:00

was dying in class on friday.
cause shuimin leave me along in school.
he chao-ed half way.
believed it a not. lol

and so,

happily chatting with her only.
was wondering whether she'll be shock not.
and yes, i've print screened for fun, to cure my boredom.

and then, class ended early, and so, went home early.
i reached my place ard 5, went super mart to buy some tibits,
and then, i searched high and low for my wallet!!!!!!!!
rummaged my bag for a long time and i gave up.
conclusion, LOST.

i almost cried as it contained too much information and there's a lot of cash in it. i called one of my classmate (WX), but unfortunately, she left school. i decided to go back school to try my luck as in to see whether is there any kind soul will take it to one-stop centre. When i was about to board the train, WX called back and told me YL was still in school. she went back class and found my wallet lying on my chair! how clumsy and lucky can i be. this was the second time i lost and found back. first time, lost my cash, second time, all remains :) so great. shall be extra careful on my belongings. phewwwwww !!!!!

2009-10-19T14:03:00.003+08:00

a little slacking time in class.
cause it is biomechanics class todayyyyyy!
and its all MATHS.
VECTORS. who still remember?

found this program in my lappppy :)
so cool!
TAN JINGWEN!!!!
found youurs?
haaahahaahaahhaha

2009-10-19T00:38:00.000+08:00

SALES !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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is having sales.
please do support them :)

Thanks :)))))

2009-10-11T12:14:00.002+08:00

what's right and what's wrong?
nobody cares.
and maybe's K is right.
youu're such a big mouth!
stop being hypocrite and tell her what's i meant.
no matter what happens,
there's no way we can be who we used to be as before.
she's impt that's whyy no way i can treat it nothing happen.
but youu're not, that's whyy i don't care or even give a damn shit about youu.
i appreciated if youu have that little of kindness, but sorry,
i don't even need it :)

2009-10-05T09:37:00.000+08:00

plushycloset.blogspot.com
collection 2 is up :)

okaye, im not dead yet.
just too busy!!!!!! will update all the post saved when im free :D

2009-09-29T20:42:00.001+08:00

OUT OF TOWN !!!!!!!!

1 month ago, @ TAIPEI.
too much to upload and thus, hope just a few will do :)
girls there are pretty, guys are hot (very).
weather not that bad, scenery definitely one thumb's up !
most importantly, shopping there is great !

daddy

im officially missing it again.

2009-08-28T12:07:00.005+08:00

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2009-08-21T12:18:00.002+08:00

it always happen when one feels down,

there is a need to pretend nothing matters.

humans are the most dangerous creatures,

i absolutely agree!

it's impossible to bring that someone back,

whom once being turned down.

whose the bad one?

yes, i'm the bad one.

whose the worst one?

yet again, i'm the worst

and to that 2 faced creature,

compared with youu,

i think i'm far better than youu.

because you're defintely the worst human being i've encountered.

2009-08-16T11:22:00.002+08:00

i simply love the care and concern youu gave.

2009-08-15T12:47:00.002+08:00

听见了一首歌的旋律, 才想起过有一段遇见了太糟糕的情绪. 才想起你的简单, 我以为我已经全部释怀. 才了解原来都还在脑海. 走过了一条街的熟悉, 才想起你的陪伴. 选择一件外套颜色, 才想起是你的习惯. 我以为我会放声的哭喊, 才了解原来剩一点遗憾. 遗憾, 想知道现在你好不好! 那些你给我的回忆快乐也不少. 少了你的未来我很好. 只是离开的原因好像我还忘不了!

2009-08-13T11:35:00.015+08:00

OVER !!!!!
let's roar.

they are my sweetie pies babies.
ms "bazhang & helmet"

finally one's down. left with another one and that's it.

12 August 2009

snap snap snap. first time seeing all SHL people so smart :) after FYP presentation, AMK hub for movie,

awesome babies.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Singapore's 44th birthday.
spent my night with 38s.
Haji Lane sheesha-ing.

after that, midnight show,

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

dinner with Liu.

asshole face-_-

home club on fridayyy night.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

in the school library.
our reaction when hearing upon a shocking news!!!!!!!

a random day.
PERANAKAN MUSEUM

such a nice and memorable place.

2009-08-09T01:03:00.003+08:00

feel so wrong.
all against me.
doesnt seem fine.
afterall, there isnt a need to put such an act to please me.
i dont buy this.
i dont want to see them again.
and, i mean it.
im just another worst among all.
i wont talk much in future.
furthermore, dont ask me for this and that.
if they meet me, they might become as worst as me.
since youu've made youur stand clear,
just make sure youu get out of my sight.

i always thought how real can we be.
but then, i realised, no one's real.
even the closest.
how cruel can this be?

2009-08-05T23:34:00.003+08:00

DEAR wanrong,
TO jingwen,

i do have manymany pictures to upload.
but, due to time limit, i can't.
i think 24 hours a day is just too little for me.
but then, i need to post something,
by my 2 sillies♥
which is, e-mailing is the trend now babes.

i am, i am, i am really touched ♥♥♥
i do and i really do :D
thanks helmet and ba zhang.
laughs

2009-07-27T21:45:00.000+08:00

allrigggght. finally done with FYP report.
oh goshhhh :(

okaye. get my hands on now.

25th July
没有啦没有啦
不是水民的生日！！！
哈哈：）

so early celebration for him at Fish & Co.
youu know, the tradition over there.
make people paiseh by asking the birthday girl/boy to stand up the chair
sing out birthday quote loud. so funnnny i swear !

no larr no larr!! he's not the birthday boy !!!

haaaahaaahaaaaa
dont kill me pleaseeee :D

he damn happppy can.

he was so shocked can, asking whyy so many staffs behind.
so funnnnyyyyyy!

my 2 bitches. xoxo

don't know on which friday nigggght.
damn happening in the middle of the nigght.

loyang:)

guess who's

awesome nigggght out :)))

and again, 38s' face gonna flood in.
beware !!!!
laughsss

lubs lubs :)))

haahaa, this part funny.
because rong fell down, tissue was just we needed most.
therefore, we went to the nearest toilet and get more and more toilet papers.
auntiessss can !!!
roll and roll and roll and roll again!!

rong fell again!!!!!!!!!!
haaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaaaa

after a long tiring day,
steamboat :D

okayeeee, there are hell lots of picturess
simplyyy too lazyyy.

zouuuuuuk !!!
BH 2009

fee fee fee fee fee :D

it was just another endless niggght.

别说你对我感到愧疚别说你会永远想念我
我很知道孤单这条路怎么走

2009-07-12T16:42:00.003+08:00

watanapui/watanacheebye: lubxzxs euuxszx worxsx

:: stop youur ah lianzazzzz nonsenses watanpui cum cheebye. haahaaahaa

rong: it's ok love.. everyday will be awesome with us around in school with you again=) cheers! haha
rong: FINALLY you're done posting all the photos! BUT now there'll be ALOT more for you to post AGAIN alreadyyy! LOL

:: yea. because of youu and those bitches, life have been really great. manymany love :D
:: totally agreeeee. just cleared and now, within a few days, photos piling up already. GG

amy: i think u went haywire when wid us. gone crazy sia. hahaha. (:

:: of course lar. must see whom im with okaye. with youu all man. youu already abit siao siao, the others as well, so im one of youu all. haahaaa

kaseyy: silly girl! of cos youu are my bestie(: i share so many things w youu eh! love youu much much dear! <3<3>

:: so happpppppy dear :DDD love youu manymany as well. meet up soon alright. have not met since after youur big day xoxo

chia: what about me what about me. HAHAHAHA

:: what about youu what about youu???? of course youu are one of the 38ssss already. haaahaahaa :DDDD

2009-07-07T00:23:00.037+08:00

MASSIVE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

weeks back sun-tanning at sentosa without the sun. how clever can those bitches be :))

they are always so loving ♥

JINGWEN !!!! wonder if she will kill me if she saw this. HAAHAA

sunset :)
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

dont know which of the day, skipped class and did manymany stupid stuns in the library.

if the picture does not show rong♥
she is the water bottle.

amy extra!

haaahaaahaaahaaa supposingly studying and revising for UT. ended up playing with fee's lappy's cam. this is the result when 5 of us are together. and and and ?????

sexyladylike peter and pretttyprincess bobby

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

decided where to go for a short getaway with fellas.

Redang!

evil fellas

PERFECT :D
and off we went...
rent necessary equipments
SNORKING

CRAZY FELLAS they love acting insane. relax a while at the resort pool

dinner time

the restaurant suddenly black-out, everyone was panicking only left this guy here, posing like no one business and asked to take down his pictures.
haaahaahaaa the next day, when both the sky and sea are clear, so much ♥

and in the afternoon, went over to open/deep sea.

excited.

haahaa. choo, i swear that i will put up youur bald's picture.

after that, kayaking :)

he seem like begging for money. lol

they made me carried all the life jackets. irritating ..

love this picture. the effect so nice :))

look at our backs. "RED" cause whole day outdoor activities under the scorching sun, conclusion is, SUN BURNT.

last night there. partying.

more and more alcohol drink, drank, drunk. swear graveyard is the worst drink!

last day.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

the minute im back, meet up with 38s ♥ the next day. LOA for 5 days. shiokness!!!

they are reallly very bitchyyyy.
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2009-07-03T14:50:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
dearieKAY

pretty pretty birthday girl :DDD

yuppie!!!
one year past. i have known this dearie here for a year.

it is by chance we met,
and by choice we become friends.
or can i say,
gossiping partners?
haahaaahaaa.

****dearie, be happy always.
dont always stress youurself up.
youu're worth being happy and loved by everyone.
youu're still YOUNG.
jealous...
and always,
surround youurself only with people who are going to lift youu higher
don't bother about unnecessary people.

when it hurts to look back, and youu're scared to look ahead, you can look beside youu and youur best friend will be there.
i hope i am youur best friend as well.
manymany ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

2009-06-29T10:42:00.000+08:00

everyday was not that awesome anymore.
things went haywire.

2009-06-23T12:59:00.002+08:00

i need to learn to release myself.
thanks sweetieepies for all happy pills.

2009-06-05T00:17:00.002+08:00

i can't remember what i have done for the last few days.
i need to reply tags.
gosssshhhhhh.
i jollywell need more time.

and myprettylittle mr motorola died on me today, seriously.
and now, i need a new phone.
sigh. so little time, so many things to complete.
im dead beat.
and im waiting a file of unglam photos from MS SIMXIAOHUI.
she always take 100 years upload.
i free i go take from youu okaye love?

i have nothing else to say.
be it if im,
stubborn unreasonable selfish whatever
youu are just like anyotherpersonoutthere
makes no different anyway.
not a single effort put in to make things turn better.
im sillly and stupid,
im wrong to hope for the better.

2009-06-01T11:52:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday
SIM XIAO HUI :DDDDDD

love youu to bits.

2009-05-31T16:34:00.012+08:00

awesome
awesome
awesome

weeks back, brought asnaughtyasever jamie to ikea.
she loves going there i swear.

so daddyking and i went to lookout for furniture. so manymany things to buy :)
and i lublub him to bits. haahaa

and then, if now i didn't update, those bitches didnt update as well. cause no pictures to cope. rigggght bitches???

thursday,

super 38 s. they are the mastermind. lol

lubslubs :DDD

yummmmmmmmylicios.

look at jings !!!!!! haaahaaa

fcuking ugly.

finalllly done.
youu bitches trained my cheeeks man.
haahaa.

2009-05-24T13:27:00.002+08:00

more more more and more

signnnns.
i skipped my friday's class again
that means, no more self declare off day on friday anymore.
doctor gave me MC for that day, but it came to no use.
school dont recognize it.
haahaaa.
my pinky nail dropped off entirely.
and indeed it was painful.
but then, doctor recommended to let it grow back naturally.
it would be much painful if i insisted him to pull the remaining nail out.
ended up no choice, let it grow but meanwhile, be extreme careful.

smalllittle things always do make me feel better and happppy :DDD
northeast bitches came all the way down to west side polyclinic.
not forgeting pioneer's bitch.
they skipped that day lesson as well.
how sweeeet can they be?
and they ended up waiting outside.
due to H1N1, outsiders are not allowed to go in.
lucky im fast enough, didn !#$&^@#*(^* with the doctor.
if not they would wait for me even longer and even worse, kanna heat stroke. haahaa

lost.

and then, town again.
starbucks :)

squeezeeeeee, squeeezeeeeeee !!!!

♥♥♥

acting emo only ...

can't control anymore. just laugh only. haahaaa.

alriggght, i gave the ugliest face.
happy?

2009-05-22T23:42:00.001+08:00

finallly, after so long for being professional slacker
went running with two 38loves.

know where is the lcocation? serangooooooooon.

recently, i have been a northeast kid.

before the day, i was at serangooon MAC.

damn LOL.

slack at jing's "shelter" after FYP.

because the sun is damn scorching at the afternoooon.

so in the evening,

we start our run.

hahhaa.

jojo :) jing's baby.

sweaty us. hahahahha

jojo is vvvvv cute !!!

chapter 2.

then stillll, this week, we have been town's babies. almost everyday, after schoool, town town and town again.

haaahaahaaaahaaa. we are some crazy bitches.gossiping here and there, digged each other secrets out like no ending. cheek muscles going to die.

laughsss

2009-05-17T19:19:00.004+08:00

skipped work again ystd.

gossshhhh
because i have my pokegirls to accompany :)

♥ with them around, laughters and loves is spread ♥

we almost roamed the whole town. supposingly shld be studying our btt, but half way throughout, ??? suggested movie. so off to 3rd slacking place for us, e2max. caught "get smart". it's funny i swear. dinner aft that, cause rong♥ was heading to family's bbq whereas jing♥ was heading to visit amy xoxo.

and the wanton's meee is sooooooo niceeeeeee. yummmmmy.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

so manymanymany ♥s.

2009-05-14T11:08:00.002+08:00

it's danel's birthday :D
dinner@ cafe cartel.
(more pictures, in his camey)
stay.

(edited)

2009-05-09T10:57:00.000+08:00

sat,

marvin's birthday

the sweetest couple :DDD

princess peiwen with 2 mi fong. hahhahaha

eventually, there are more people,
but some went back after the dinner.
so those were the few who stayed.

2009-05-07T00:38:00.001+08:00

i am speechless, and i really do.

spent time slacking today again.
tcc this time round.
w/o jingslove.
i think
we have turned into professional slackers.

don't we?
really know how to enjoy life badly.

slacks, nonsenses, toilets, laughters, planning for holidays.

movie chamber after that.
watched "midniggght meat train"
grossssss.

spent entire day with them.
shiok !!

Tuesday.
first movie with them.
"TAKEN"
was reallly awesome. should catch it.

cathay :DDD

with manymany ♥s

2009-05-06T10:46:00.002+08:00

after watching "taken" with favouritemates'girls ♥,

realised the world is cruel.

and most importantly, father's love is unreplaceable.

just like my dad.

maybe to me, youu're not perfect, but youu' re wonderful and great.

the always first thing that come to youur mind will always be youur lovely children(us).

this is sweeet enough daddddy :D

youuu're an year older.

stop being so old fashioned. laughs

be more matured alrigggght.

i ♥ youuu manymany dad.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

2009-04-29T23:07:00.000+08:00

i need a hug rigggght now.
im going to break down any now and then.